Nothing to Fill this VoidI want my best friend backAnd everything we had.Our constant conversationFilled with 'soo's and 'how r u's,Just to cover the space.Our inside jokesAll the ones that made you laughAnd you always scrunched your nose.Our daily, morning hugThat would sometimes turn to moreAnd we would always hate to leave.The way we held handsOur fingers laced togetherSwinging arms as we walked.Our quiet whispers on the phoneAll the tears that we shedAnd softly, we'd say, "Goodnight, I love you".All the secrets that nobody knowsEverything that went unsaidAnd all the things I've told you.The racing between classesNeeding a
FadeDesperatelyClawingClimbingLurchingCrawlingJust tryingTo get awayFrom this diseaseIn your eyes.Black pits of hellSuck me downFarther than I can screamWhere escape is a pinprickOf despairThat I will never see.The need to get awayIs more important thanMy need to breathBecause I cannot stand hereWhile my soul is eatenFrom the inside outBy this fear.The bloodRunning scarletDown my armThe result of my ownUndoingWhat happens whenYou die insideAnd every Day isHell.Only when theDarkness risesAnd no light canPenetrate the thickBlanket of evilWIll I close my eyes.And give inTo